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| - Slow motion (hell fuckin yes best song on the planet!!) hey. i havn't updated since thursday.umm i slept at carissas thursday. bridgitte,ellen,molly,liz,andrew,john,grant, and landen came over. well that was a blast lol. snuck over to grants later that night. and played some poker. wat can i say i love poker.  . lol. uhh friday i was going to go to the fair but my dad was being gay and he would not bring me htere. all day saturday i was out at the lake. so that was great. i got a nice tan and everything. sunday i called up eden and we ended up going to the fair. that was a blast. lol. i was laying on a bench and this random guy just comes up and smacks my ass. mind you he was black, maybe tht has something to do with it lol. we also met some guys from west fargo that were very nice. uhh monday i talked to john like the whole day because i was grounded and today i felt like barfing pretty much so i stayed home. and eden just called me like an hour ago. so she is going to come over and were going to see a movie and shoppoing tomorrow. so yeah, that shall be fun. it is her b day tomorrow!! happy bday!!
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well i've been really busy. but its bene fun busineess lol. muahha. going to hang out with drew john grant carissa bridgitte tongiht. im guessing that shall be fun. but i love you aall and peace......
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| It's okay to be angry and never let go.
It even gets harder the more that you know.
you'll say you understand
but you dont understand
you'll say you'd never give up seeing eye to eye
but never is a promise and you can't
to lie
you had me on my knees beggin got please to send you back to me you made me feel like i could not breath and all i wanted to do was feel your touch
tears from eyes warm, cold, and sad
pick me up now i need you so bad
down, down, down, down
i dig my toes into the sand
the ocean looks like a thousand diamonds
i lean against the wind pretend that i am weightless
and in this moment i am happy
if i could be your first real heartache, I would do it all over again
Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about that's what you get for falling again you can never get them out of your head
It's the way that he makes you cry
its the way that hes in your mind
its the way that he makes you fall in love
She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and her killer instinct tells her to beware of evil men and that's what you get for fallin again you can never get them out of your head
You contradict the fact that you still want me around
And it?s all downhill from here
You?re hiding something, ?cause it?s burning through your eyes
I try to get it out, but all I hear from you are lies
I've been waiting for a good day
i've been holding back long enough
I've been hurting to tell you something
it's not that tempature that makes all our bones run cold
its the breeze you make and presence felt your around me
and it feels im at an all time low
slightly bruised and broken
from out head on collision
i've never seen this side of you
You can?t break away what you cannot change
You can?t break away
I dont wanna hear another word you say.
I dont ever wanna waste another day.
What you say what you say what you never say.
Every single lie and youre afraid.
Everybody?s after you
I wait in line to touch you
Look around if you ever miss me
Look because it kills me
Every night I lay in bed
I think about the things you said
Look around, I?m the one, your only
Look around it still kills me
Six weeks went by
Still pretending that I'm fine
It was you and I
Holding back what's on our minds
im missing your laugh
how did it break?
and when did your eyes begin to look fake?
i hope your as happy as your pretending
they tell you where to go
they tell you when you need to leave
they tell you what you need now
and tell you who you need to be
but everything inside you know theres more than what you've heard
theres so much more than empty conversations filled with empty words
youre on fire when shes near you're on fire when she speaks
give me one more time around
give me one more chance to see
give me everything you are
give me one more chance to be near you
NOW YOU'RE GONE I WONDER WHY
YOU LEFT ME HERE
I THINK ABOUT IT ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AGAIN
I KNOW YOUR NEVER COMING BACK
I HOPE THAT YOU CAN HERE ME
IM WAITING TO HERE FROM YOU
UNTIL I DO
YOUR GONE AWAY IM LEFT ALONE
A PART OF ME IS GONE AND IM NOT MOVING ON
SO WAIT FOR ME
I KNOW THE DAY WILL COME
i wish i could have told you the things i kept inside
and now i guess its just to late
so many things remind me of you
i hope that you can here
im miss you
this is goodbye one last time
and you stood at my door with your hands on my waiste and you kissed me on my waiste like you meant it
because i care way more because i really felt that you felt so much more
so this is all, the painful realization that all is gone wrong and nobody cares at all.
but we sing if were going no where and we sing if its not even and we sing sing without a reason to ever fall in love
every feeling that i get but i havn't missed you yet
every room may kept awake by every sigh and scream we make all the feeling sthat i get but i still dont' miss you yet
only when i stop to think about it i hate everything about you
so get back bakc back to where we lasted just like i imagined i could never feel this way so get back back back to the disaster my hearts beatin gfaster holding on to feel the same
i'd scream this song right in your face if you were here and i won't miss a beat cuz i never have before
i've had many feelings lately. i've held them in. so they just came out.
<3 kate
i've been here before a few times, and im quite aware were dying and your hands they shake the goodbyes and i'll take you back if you'll have me. so here i am im trying cuz here i am are you ready. come one let me hold you touch you feel you always, kiss you taste you all night always.
and i'll miss your laugh your smile i'll admit im wrong if you tell me im so sick of fights i hate them lets start this again for real.
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| i swear part of me died that day.
The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight
I'd scream this song right in your face
If you were hear
I swear I wont miss a beat
Cause I never
Never have before
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying!!!
For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
And you gasp for air tonight!!
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
Our dying day
Of our dying!!!
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